Went to wayside park and played and snacked then back home. Was a fun lil trip!!
On my mind
On my mind
Thoughts of you weigh heavy right now, my mind goes crazy thinking about you. I want you to know that I love you Grandma I miss you and I hope your ok! youre always so special to me as far back as I can remember its you I see! from laying in your bed recording ourselves to brushing my hair before church in that big mirror on the foot of your bed on chatsworth to that chocolate milk bottles i had to hide under my pillow if mom came there at night. you were always like a mom to me! I tell leo about you and me when I was young and being at your house those were some of my best memories grandma that bedroom on chatsworth before bed those are the things i remember most and now breaks my heart. I wish I was there so I could come by I should have never left there. but I think of the times you have made me laugh so hard like on maryland laying in bed I always slept with my granny ;)and you would wear those dress’s to bed and toot ur butt off so loud and stinky and you would laugh and i would to i know what a memory but you know what I love it I can remember us listening to country music and talking to you about all kinds of things including your B/F hehe but singing to country music I can even smell the smell of your bandages not that they smelled or anything just a distinct smell when I think of all the times i sat in your room on maryland with you while you were putting on or taking off your bandages. I member you making me breakfast dippy eggs, toast butter jelly and ketchup so grosse but you ate it right with me! I really dont remember much of my life outside of your home you were the one I knew I could trust with everything I told you everything even things you didnt wanna know thank you for being there for me grandma all them years when you were soooooo needed!! I sit here and the huge tears flow so hard & non stop thinking how if I was there I could just come see you! I should have came with mom I’m sorry! I love you so much Grandma and I just wanted to tell you in some way or another! Even if you dont see this I love you so much!!!!!!!!
Love you
Love Me Always
My Poor Feet Torturous Pain!!
My feet and ankles kill me so much since I fell down these broken down steps here at this mobile home we rent. I even told them about the breaking of leg and injury and still they havent repaired or brought new steps out. Kinda irritating because if it happens again, we will have a little bit of problem. I have a hard time walking these days and cooking is minimal any more as far as being creative and trying new things. So I’m stuck most the time sitting on my butt any more but I do try to do as much as I can with Leo and crafts and playing and all kinds of other easy things.
Easter 2011
The easter bunny came with a camera and apparently a printer (hehe) and he left Leo and I a picture of him holding the letter he wrote Leo. It was Awesome!!!
Leo after the dentist
My poor boy had to go to dentist and have some work done. He was in a little pain after wards but very tired and lazy. He was not given anything except the gas.
Hi Tina Picture Leo Drew
Hi Tina!!!
Leo drew this for his Auntie Tina.
Happy Easter
Easter 2011 We went to see the Easter Bunny that was fun.
I love you dad, I wish you would have stayed longer………………….
January 16 2011 We lost a very important part of our family My Dad, Leo’s Grandpa died in his sleep. My poor Leo is gonna miss out on his Grandpa Jenkins. My heart is Crushed. I cant write what his said I’ll just scan it and post it here, my heart breaks still just looking at his picture. I love you and miss you Dad!!!
Merry Christmas 2010
December 25th 2010 Leo had a great christmas thanks to the folks at the HRDC and the Slocomb Senior Center. He was able to get a huge amount of toys. They were kind enough to make him there project. We have been super broke since hubby is in school full time. We will get by though. Things are going good!
Brett Michael Gors We Found You!!! Now to get passed the adult women in your life!
Brett Michael Gors We Found You!!! Now to get passed the adult women in your life!
Well in November 2010 we finally learned Erics sons name!!! Brett Michael Gors we found documentation and case numbers online for him being adopted and his name changing in 2004. We are super happy about that because now we have pictures of him and found his myspace and facebook accounts. He looks just like Eric, it really kills me inside because how can a mother keep there child from there dad especially when you look at him and you see his dad so much in him. Brett You have a DAD his name is Eric Baker, He loves you always has. Eric was never given the opportunity to be part of Brett’s life. His Mother and Grandmother wont permit it! Which is WRONG!!! What gives one parent the right to make the choice that other deserves no part or that the child should be kept from them.
Brett Did you know you have a little brother whose a couple years older than your sister. His name is Leo he is 7 years old and was born july 21, he was born 10 years after you! Brett I hope you can bring yourself to talk to your dad, I know you may not look at him as your dad and he knows it to, but we really hope you can call one day. Your brother Leo he loves you!!! he dont even know you just knows of you and now we can actually say Brett to him not just his brother because we didnt even know your name. I even feel like I love you even though I have not met you and your not related really to me but its because of Eric and Leo, Hell I’d accept and Love your mom as well. I’m not a mean person I am open and forgiving and loving! Ok on occasion I can be are a real *($*(@# but all us women can lol! but Brett Please call Eric Call him!Sonja just let him call his biological dad!! Give him that opportunity to speak to him, I mean the longer you make Eric wait the worse this will end up. Just forgive and forget! Eric Loves Brett they both deserve the chance to know each other. Erics not that bad of a guy I mean I found him where you left him and kept him ever since! Hes not that bad, he is a dad right now to my son, and that eats him and me up! because he never had the chance to be there for Brett but thats not all his fault! yes he was of age to make his own decisions but you have to think he was pretty much homeless Sonja! He had nothing to offer you NOTHING!! Except that Beautiful Boy you that had the pleasure of raising! Yes he knows you done every thing for him and Eric has done nothing! But why didnt you call, your mom said you’d call him after the baby was born well Eric never heard nothing, I mean he dont know when you give birth unless he’s told! Why Didnt You Call HIM? When his child was born, Brett isnt just yours! I can look at him and see Eric all over his face WOW!!! but his mothers number stayed the same for good 4 years then she moved but she was always listed! Eric was findable you should have filed child support on his ass I would have! but I think you figured you’d find him a daddy, someone more in your league with money, which we dont have! we wont lie and say we could ever do as much as you have, and no we arent ashamed of that, Some just people arent as lucky as others no matter how hard they work. Thats for real!
Sonja this is from a woman who didnt have a dad growing up I had a broken promises and I know the effects of not having a dad around and other men my mom was with (2), but deep down I always wanted him there, none of her husbands could make up for my dad no matter if they tried or not! Dont do that to him let him make the call Please! Eric knows it to, it took me a long time to finally find his dad and eric was over 30 years old! That was to long to wait for both of them. His dad was afraid of contacting Eric I think because he felt guilty, and you best believe Eric also feels guilty!
Sonja I dont hate you or wanna argue with you or anything. I would accept you and be friendly with you and understand as well, because I am a mother.